The only thing
keeping me here is my sister’s name on my buddy list on gchat. I swear if it weren’t for my family…
everyone. Not a single person I can find who gives a shit about anything that I want or need. Abandonment issues stemming from tonight. I really don’t see the point in anything anymore. What is life? A clusterfuck of bad shit that happens to you until you die. That’s what life is. And anyone who thinks different should keep doing whatever they’re doing. You don’t want to...
Most of the time
people are joking when they say they have no friends. I really think I might be at that point though. No one to trust. No one here for me when I need them. No one around. No one to understand. I’m completely alone for the first time and I think I need to escape.
Sure know how to get the best of me.
And I don’t deserve you and I never have. I love you.
Thoughts that I have when I'm wasted at 1:39 on a...
I’ve lost the will to do anything. I shouldn’t drink so much, it’s detrimental to my mental health. If I don’t drink I don’t know if I can deal with myself. I’ll be okay. I should have studied for my math quiz tomorrow. Nah it’s okay she drops the lowest grade. Yeah but it’s lazy to waste that on the 4th quiz. Whatever fuck you I’m...